Guys!! Today was my first color guard practice!

Lemme just say…oh my gosh. I really regret not joining last year so much. Like, it really did seem scary to me last year, I am really shy and hate performing with a bunch of people looking at me.

But like, this? It was so AMAZING!!!

Also, this might sound kinda strange, but I’ve been feeling a lot happier and a lot more confident recently since thinking about joining guard. I’ve been in such a great mood and have been so excited. Like, I actually feel important for once. I feel like…I finally have a purpose for something. And I know its only color guard, but I can’t remember the last time I actually wanted to do something like this. I also feel a little less shy too. I mean, during practice we had to talk and introduce ourselves to other people, and I felt myself being awkward…for example, I have trouble making eye contact and when I tried to make eye contact with this one chick I felt really weird/awkward. But other than that I think I’m okay. They said I did better than most of the other people who joined/began last year, and they think I will definitely make the team!! I’m just so happy I could cry!

I just also wanna thank any and everyone who has begged me to join. I should’ve listened because I think this is the best decision of my life. Love you guys with all of my heart, especially those who stuck with me from the start. *wink wink* ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤ ❤