Hey peeps. Me again. So i have like…a confession kind of.

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So the last year or so has been really crazy, starting high school and all that jazz. I met a lot of cool people and I made some new friends. Honestly, when I was in 6th grade, I don’t think I would’ve ever imagined myself like this (but in a good way). In 6th grade, it was hard for me. I had a new friend and she enjoyed a lot of the stuff I did, but eventually a petty fight broke out and our friendship ended. It taught me a few things, and I am thankful that it happened because I was really naive about a LOT at the time. Near the end of that year, I got an award and went to a baseball game with one of my friends (and my soon-to-be best friend *wink*). It was fun and I have a lot of great memories from that trip. Well, 7th grade got even better, I had a lot more friends than I did the previous year, and I even ended up dating one of my best friends from 6th grade that entire year! It was amazing, and he gave me some good memories too. He took me to 6 flags for my birthday and we had a lot of fun.

I met my best friend/’sister’ in 7th grade too, and we still are closer than ever. I met a few others along the way, more best friends and new people, and we still hang out a lot. 8th grade was a bit harder, the dude from 7th grade and I broke up, I dated someone else, and the guy from 7th grade teased my current boyfriend until we split up as well. We only dated for a few days, but he was a pretty cool dude. My friends were always there for me, and I may or may not have gotten in trouble a few times for them, but it was totally worth it. Me and my best friend went trick or treating a few times together, and did a lot of really cool, fun stuff.

Before I turn this into a whole autobiography, I will get to the point. I feel like I’ve become a better person through the years, I’ve made trustworthy friends, had some really epic relationships, and have also lost some along the way. I became more passionate about the things I liked and became a whole new person, a better person, than who i was not too long ago. a few years ago I also wasn’t eating as much as i should have been. I felt horrible about the way I looked, the way I felt, I wanted to change. But right now I kinda really just wanna slap old-me in the face. It was a horrible obsession that I deeply regret, but this year has been pretty great. I stopped doing *that* and began trying to eat healthier *eat more mostly…I’m not that healthy lol* but I have grown a lot, mentally and physically. I’ve gotten taller, I have gotten into better habits, and i feel a lot better overall. I’m really proud of myself and the stuff I’ve done this year and the stuff I plan to do next year. I encourage you, whoever may be reading right now, to stop and think about the things that bother you. Identify those things as “I need to do this” (and lemme tell you right now, you’re probably wrong) or “I can totally live without this” (which you totally can. it may take a few days, weeks, or even a few years, but you can do this).

I don’t mean to sound like a total mom here but when I did this it sorta changed my life for good. A lot of people I know talk bad about themselves. and yeah, I get it sometimes, but most of the time you are just being blind. *Sorry for being so blunt here* but like, no, you aren’t a horrible singer, you just haven’t found someone that will tell you otherwise. Yeah, that dude you like may not like you back or may not ever like you, but you are strong and beautiful and you totally rock! Sure, people call you stupid, but they aren’t your friends, they don’t see you the way your family or your best friend sees you, so forget them. You are awesome, smart, strong, and really cool!

OK bye for now. Have a nice day people